Your first name of Lailama has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
