Your name of Lawade makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You could excel in scientific research because of your ability to concentrate and remember details, or you could be inventive along practical, mechanical lines. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. Being sensitive, you can be easily hurt and offended, taking seriously the comments made in jest by others. Laughter and light pleasantries are suppressed by this name. You have difficulty in laughing at yourself, yet your face rarely reveals the reactions you may be experiencing within. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. The crashing of waves against the shore, mountain peaks silhouetted against a dusky sky, are surroundings that help you to experience peace and contentment. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.