Your first name of Lilleana has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.