Your first name of Lillith has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Your desire to help also makes you generous, sympathetic, and loyal in your friendships. Because of this lack of verbal expression, you experience inner feelings of frustration and repression which can cause you to retaliate. Although you know what is expected of you, you feel awkward and embarrassed when drawn into delicate situations that require extreme tact. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.