Your first name of Ludmila has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. If you pursue musical or the artistic expression, you would be drawn to the technical aspects and strive for perfection. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. Not having strong desires to travel and to make changes, you would be content and happy when life around you is secure. As you expect a great deal of yourself and others, you can become discontent and disillusioned when you do not live up to your own expectations, or when others let you down. In some ways you are too exacting and appear insensitive and, in other ways, you are too indulgent and accommodating when it comes to your family and friends. Settled conditions in your home and business life mean a great deal to you. You seek understanding through intellect using facts and scientific logic. Through stress and tension, you could suffer with problems in your digestive system or in your nervous system. Sometimes people do not know how to take you because of your unpredictable reactions.