Your first name of Mareisa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.