Your first name of Markadia has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
