Your first name of Martinez gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. You are a thoughtful, analytical person, and you know your own mind, even though you may not speak it. You are very conscientious and competent in all that you do. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.