The name of Meerbanu creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You enjoy the out-of-doors and find your greatest peace and relaxation from the beauty and harmony of nature. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. You prefer to limit your friendships and associations to those who share your interests and appreciate your quiet, refined ways. You love the sense of freedom. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil.
