Your first name of Meriladria has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. Being a romantic, you love deeply but must guard against possessiveness and jealousy. At other times, you resort to silence as a method of handling a problem. You tend to be an extremist, focusing your interests, for example, in music, drama, dancing, or art, to the exclusion of other activities. You are inclined to be suspicious and to build situations out of proportion, perhaps the way someone looks at or speaks to someone you care for; you tend to look for hidden meanings and innuendos. These expressions of nature inspire your poetic and artistic inclinations, for you sense their harmony and experience placidity. You have great imagination, but must guard against morbid thoughts and moods of depression. Many times you feel misunderstood and lonely, as you are easily hurt and offended and occasionally suffer from self-pity. Unfortunately, it is difficult for you to retain emotional stability, for you can easily swing into moods of depression and self-pity. Your quick temper can flare up suddenly and be over as suddenly, leaving you very sorry for any suffering you have caused.