Your first name of Miacarmel has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.