Your name of Mijoya makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. This lack of expression causes turbulence and frustration which you could seek to relieve through physical activity. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. However, if provoked, you retaliate candidly because of your difficulty in finding the right diplomatic words to create understanding. You have difficulty in laughing at yourself, yet your face rarely reveals the reactions you may be experiencing within. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.