The name of Monsserat has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You must fight against self-consciousness and insecurity. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at some of your thoughts and visions. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. If given the training, you could excel in music, art, or drama as you are refined and sensitive, emotional and temperamental, and can be easily and deeply moved by music, drama, and affection. You are sympathetic to the needs of others and generous in your aspirations to help people. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
