Your first name of Mshadoni has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. If someone misrepresents you or makes a joke out of something important to you, you withdraw and use silence as a method of making the person aware of the inappropriate comments. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. This name creates a sensitivity in the fluid functions of the body and a tendency to weakness in the respiratory organs or the female organs. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.