Your first name of Nastajjia has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
