Your name of Ndeyashiwa makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. You prefer an outdoors environment, but could be happy in any position in which you experience freedom and versatility. The crashing of waves against the shore, mountain peaks silhouetted against a dusky sky, are surroundings that help you to experience peace and contentment. You work best without interference, in projects that require concentration and close attention. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.