The name of Neelfarha has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. You must fight against self-consciousness and insecurity. You have a clever imagination and an ability to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through composition and poetry. You desire happiness, love, and understanding. You are sympathetic to the needs of others and generous in your aspirations to help people. If given the training, you could excel in music, art, or drama as you are refined and sensitive, emotional and temperamental, and can be easily and deeply moved by music, drama, and affection. Any health weaknesses tend to affect the bronchial organs with such ailments as colds, asthma, hayfever, or in severe cases, tuberculosis or heart troubles. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.