Your first name of Neermattie has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. Under just the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. If someone misrepresents you or makes a joke out of something important to you, you withdraw and use silence as a method of making the person aware of the inappropriate comments. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.
