Your first name of Nekaru creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You are possessive and struggle with jealousy because of lack of confidence and feelings of inferiority. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. You love your freedom and find peace of mind away from the bustle of human activity, especially if you are alone and free to observe the beauties of life. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. Under the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic, creative, and clever and could excel in the acting field, the arts, or along musical lines. You resist pressure and seek harmonious environments and associations. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.