Your first name of Nelaani has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Under just the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.