Your first name of Nelmonika has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.