The name of Nelumbella creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. Theoretical work that requires planning, concentration, and close attention to detail interests you. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. You would sooner remain silent than get involved in arguments and turmoil. Yet, despite your strong-willed qualities, you are very sensitive and high-strung. Otherwise, your nervous tension could cause breakdowns, heart problems, or lung trouble. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
