Your first name of Nenemeia has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.