Your first name of Neshaydra has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. You find it easier to write your thoughts. It is not easy for you to take advice, subsequently; you tend to work alone or independently. You are drawn to conversations in which you can learn something new. As you resent interference, and are extremely self-reliant and proud, it is difficult for you to ask another person for help during trying times. You suffer inner turmoil and moods at times especially when you feel misunderstood, and being extremely sensitive, you are easily hurt and offended. Your appreciation for the beauties of nature, as well as your intense desire for freedom, motivate you to seek activities in the outdoors, free from limitations. You have a clever, imaginative, and analytical mind, constantly questioning the whys and wherefores of life, but your restless intensity often causes your thoughts to be scattered. Loving the outdoors, you enjoy outside activities and the beauty of nature in its many facets. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets.