Your first name of Nesima gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. You are a thoughtful, analytical person, and you know your own mind, even though you may not speak it. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.