Your first name of Nesmaria gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. If you sense that someone is being inquisitive about you and your life, you are adept at steering the conversation to other topics, or not answering questions directly. You can be easily and deeply hurt, yet rarely do you make known your sensitive feelings. Because of your strong concentrative abilities, you can shut noises and activities out so completely that you may not even hear someone calling your name. Your reticence has caused you to suffer aloneness and misunderstandings. As you do not like to be taken for granted, you can be somewhat stubborn and unbending when you feel misunderstood. You are intellectual and not easily swayed through the emotions. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. You love to read and can develop great powers of concentration. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life.
