Your first name of Nethaneel has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.