Your first name of Ngakeiha has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. If someone misrepresents you or makes a joke out of something important to you, you withdraw and use silence as a method of making the person aware of the inappropriate comments. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. You are very idealistic and romantic within yourself and may have tried to express your beautiful thoughts through poetry or writing. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You have great imagination and it is not difficult for you to be a part of the story. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.
