Your first name of Ngatawa has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
