Your first name of Ngoat has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.