Your name of Ngoctram makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You are quiet and gentle mannered as a rule, preferring silence to argument and turmoil. This lack of expression causes turbulence and frustration which you could seek to relieve through physical activity. You prefer an outdoors environment, but could be happy in any position in which you experience freedom and versatility. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Being sensitive, you can be easily hurt and offended, taking seriously the comments made in jest by others. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.