Your first name of Nik creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You resist pressure and seek harmonious environments and associations. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. The health weaknesses with this name centre in the respiratory organs, the heart, and tension in the stomach area causing shortness of breath and nervous tension, particularly when you are emotionally disturbed or self-conscious.