Your first name of Niki creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. You cannot stand pressure and desire to work where there is no confusion. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading.