Your first name of Nsonyiwa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.