Your first name of Octa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.