Your first name of Odias has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.