Your first name of Odrija has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.