Your first name of Otgiva has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.
