Your first name of Payne gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. You are very conscientious and competent in all that you do. An intellectual, you have a deep appreciation for art, music, literature, and all the phenomena of nature. You take seriously any responsibilities that you have—in the home, in the community, or at a job. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.