Your first name of Pearly-Yap has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.