Your first name of Penassa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.