Your first name of Penchan gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. You are rather easily hurt or offended. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.