Your first name of Pesana has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. You may appear reserved and aloof, but you seek love and tenderness. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.