Your first name of Petergaye has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.