Your name of Phonya has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. Although you would give anything to be spontaneous, fun-loving, and natural, your name makes you very serious and self-conscious instead. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are interested in the deeper aspects of life and invariably are attracted to mystery, the occult, and religious concepts. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. Your vivid imagination places you right in the story and even if someone calls you, you may not hear. Because of the sensitivity of your nature, you are easily hurt and offended. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.