Your first name of Pilar-Vera has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. Your close friends are few. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life.