Your first name of Poay has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life.