Your first name of Pony gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. You can express your thoughts best in writing, and you express your appreciation of others through little acts of service rather than verbally. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.