Your first name of Pushkarni has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You could find satisfaction in a role of service. Being conscientious, you work hard at activities but, if they become too monotonous, you lose interest, and as a result, some tasks remain unfinished. You scatter your efforts when things becomes too monotonous. In some ways you are too exacting and appear insensitive and, in other ways, you are too indulgent and accommodating when it comes to your family and friends. Moods or temper can be a problem, for you are not a naturally optimistic, happy-go-lucky person. Not having strong desires to travel and to make changes, you would be content and happy when life around you is secure. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later. You have intense urges and feelings for which you can find no expression.
