The name of Pushpavati creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You love the sense of freedom. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. You have a deep, artistic, and creative side which shows through a love for music and literature. You have an ability to concentrate and work intently on anything which holds your interest. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
